Thursday, February 01, 2007

Holes, Voids and Empty spaces

Holes, voids and empty spaces. They split you into a million different pieces.
They can shatter your sanity. They can rip your soul out.
They can make you feel abandoned and unwanted.
They make you feel like no one identifies with you.
They make you realize how saline your tears taste and how bad they sting.
Or,
They motivate you to get back together the bits and pieces that were split at one point of time. They inspire to become emotionally stronger, keep you sane and protect your soul beneath the underlying layers of mended holes and closed empty spaces. They make you feel wanted, if not by anyone else but at least by yourself. They inspire you to identify with yourself and instead of other people identifying with you, you start wanting to identify with other people. They make you realize that your tears aren’t worth for something you have lost but have a high value of making you tough.
These empty spaces, lie in each one of us…Ready to be exposed and it’s up to us to mend them and put them behind us. Some of us cover them up but in reality we are to scared to fix them.
I have seen a few of my friends, who have covered, unfixed souls and they suffer silently. I pray for them to secure themselves and give themselves a chance. A real chance.

26 comments:

Amit Parekh said...

Rayna dearest,

Once again, I'm really stunned at how well you are able to convey emotions on paper. It's a skill few people possess. I am proud of you, keep writing!

Amit Mama.

anusha said...

All I can say is AMAZING! You really made a mark on me! This is one my best blogs I hav read till now. I would say its in the top 5! definite! keep writing!!

Rayna said...

Amit mama..its not such a big deal lol...i shall keep writing.
anusha..well i'm really glad this post left a mark on you :D

*reshma* said...

hey rayniii..absolutely brilliantly fabuluosly gr8!!definately my favourite n most inspiring post!!...very touching and very true!! thnk u fer giving me a chance n helping me with mending my empty spaces and im sure with time v can all get thru tough times 2gether...very very well written...

Trisha said...

hey..very touching and true...luv it...luv da way u guyz write...keep writin!
blog on!
Trisha(3sha)

rhea said...

Hey!
Awesome post!
Really insightful and thought provoking... beautifully expressed
Blog on!

rhea said...

Hey!
Awesome post!
Really insightful and thought provoking... beautifully expressed
Blog on!

Shalaka said...

heyy!!
WOWW!! Your posts always make so much sense..! You write really well! Congrtas on yet another brilliant post!

mini said...

one word...WoW!

i'm proud of myself i got you back on blogging otherwise i wudn't be able to read the amazingness of what you have written

-keep blogging...

*menaka*

Rayna said...

mini..lol yay u got me back into blogging!! u should start a blog of your own..

Nishant said...

Wow.

Radhii said...

Rayna! How come you never say these things? One day... We're just going to sit down. And talk. It instilled emotion. Im not sure if that's correct usage of that word but whatever.

I HONESTLY want to see where all this comes from.
You rock.

Rayna said...

Radhii, it doesnt come from somewhere its just in me... :P
We shall talk in instilled emotion lol...one day.

Amrit said...

Amazing! All i can say....

Anonymous said...

hey!!
lets keep it short: WALLAH!!
OH n every1..dese thots of rayna's come frm her totally awesum partner in class..guess hu??

Rayna said...

yeah dolly...all of my thoughts come from my partner in class - but not the one on my right the one on my left, my window!

Anonymous said...

oyiee...i noe u dnt noe ur right n left..so lemme explain:
ur partner hu inspires u is on ur right when u face the board and on ur left when u stare at d lockers n outside dat stupid window..ok mayb d window is not all dat bad..bt still..lol..diz is soo pointless-i think every1 noes hw much i inspire u..modesty??..

priyanka said...

Hi Rayna

you've got an amazing blog, which inspired me to open one of my own.
amazing work....i can really feel the emotions in it, its kinda helping me too.

Rayna said...

dolly....i still dont get y ur so against my window?!
Let me explain my right and left to you...When i'm LOOKING at the board ur towrds my right and my window is on my LEFT.

Sonia said...

AMAZING. JUST AMAZING.

Anonymous said...

yes rayz...dats wt i said: wen u look at d board, d person hu inspires u is on UR RIGHT!!
d window is good..bt not d part wen u keep starin out of dat window n think:
ppl trust me her thinkin can be realli scary..she gets weird thots such as walkin frm my houz to school..is diz wht dat window is supppose 2 do 2 u rayzz??
gtg...today eco's on my mind..n b4 i strt usin weird terms i betta go..byee

Rayna said...

dolly, i guess ur never gonna understand...lets drop it.

Anonymous said...

man rayna u do rite pretty well...........
ure blog roxx
keep bloggin

ciao
arthi

fatema said...

heyy rayna,
hmmm im speachless..... ur writin is just awsum...
nywayz keep bloggin

rishika said...

i like it..i really really like it...

=]

--rishika

NilayKamdar said...

Really amazing!! I dunno how u can write that well.