Sunday, October 05, 2008

Forgive me

I can finally feel it now. Partially.
I can feel it partially. I want to it to be whole.Not one, but Two-sided.
But as my Luck goes,
It never going to be whole.
Should I be sad, like a gloomy rain-less day?
Or,
should I feel happy because it's partial?
Should I look at the glass empty or half full? Either way, the glass is going to break, and the shards will pierce my heart and maybe, just maybe,hopefully not, another heart as well.
It's life they say. Or maybe it's just me feeling totally retarded.
It's phase, apparently. Well, honestly I'm sick of "phases" and nothing working out.
It's too good to be true -- for me to just have you as a part of my life.
And I'm just going to push you away.
Forgive me.
I love you from the depths of my heart and being,
Forgive me.

2 comments:

anthea said...

hey nice one i really like it

*reshma* said...

im so sick of phases too ray..i knw this is that reely weird time of our lives..where the words to decribe it may sound like greek or latin to someone else..but the truth is that everyone is going through this 'phase' and none of us can reely understand or explain it..
id like to think that its a time of self discovery..where new found emotions set in..ur thought process constantly changing..keeping pace with all the fluctuating feelings..
i dont knw what exactly what ur going through..but ur still not alone..cuz we are all drowning in this whirpool..where time is taking way too long to heal..
its kay love..ur not alone
:) <3