Letting it be.
Seriously, like just letting things be the way they are. How hard is it? Or how hard do we make it to be?
Easier said than done, right?
"Forget about it, let it be"
How many times have we heard this, and said, "Yeah, I'm just going to let things be the way they are" And how many times do we actually listen to ourselves?
We care too much to just "let it be," so would letting it be make us careless about the situation?
The brain is repeatedly being reminded of the same thing. That nagging thought at the back of your head.
Thoughts, the same frikking thoughts rotating like clothes being tossed about in a washing machine. Like that annoying song stuck in your head the whole day. Like the annoying fly that keeps buzzing around your ear even though you keep trying to shoo it away. The nagging thought just doesn’t leave.
Do you want it to leave? Wouldn't "letting it be" become easier then?
Does that "something" or "someone" give you that annoyingly sick comfort, in some way or the other?
Thinking that you can change the situation, knowing that you can’t. Puts you in a fix doesn’t it?
So can you let things just be? Or can you not? Does it make you seem like a careless, indifferent person or an overthinking pathetic loser?
Is there something in between? Shades of grey? A normal person who can be both?
Sixteen years and I'm still trying to figure it out.